||[Jun. 17th, 2004|06:18 pm]
It's been a tough few days. Lots of ups and downs. I stayed over at the Ranch as a guest (up), got a massage (up), lots of free stuff (up,) set up a weight loss plan and a nutrition plan (up), sat naked in a jacuzzi naked (up? maybe?), took lots of fitness classes (up), and had tasty, yet healthy food (up).|
I was told by the nutritionist that I eat horribly (down), got very little sleep (down), and had a nightmare that someone came into my room in the night (down). Oh, and the big downer. I had my heart brokenish by an evil evil boy. Not really, He's actually really great, thats why this sucks so much. I think what sucks more is that I've lost a great friend. Genoa- all things said, everything took care of itself in the end. I kinda wish he'd call but I know for a fact he won't. He's strong willed (I always admired that) and now I'll face the brunt of it. I wish I knew how he really felt, because empty words hurt and thats all I think I may have gotten out of him.
Wow, thats a bit eh? Going home to andy tonite. Thank god for my best friend who sleeps in my bed. Being young sucks.